I apologize, I have NOT been a good blogger.
I tried to blog a few times in the past couple of months, but I really couldn't find the words.
To me, writing is a very revealing thing - raw and real - and with what was going on in my life, it was too scary for me to write.
Lets just say that things are better now, and I have taken a better control re: my life.
Not going into details -- but I'm glad to be back is all.